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2010-03-14T00:05:00.003+08:00

To M and B:

probably it was a one-sided thing on my side that i treated you guys as my sb.
when i was s well, we shared our burdens and our struggles.
but when ive fallen, i feel like u guys are getting further and further away.
not sharing your struggles with me,
prob in your pt of view is bcos im struggling too and u dun wanna add on to my burdens.
but to me, it feels like im being outcast of your lives bcos ive fallen.
so when ive fallen,we're no longer sb?
i feel like u guys are looking down on me as u guys are now s better.

to B:
thanks for being so concerned and sorry if ive been busy and kinda avoiding u.

to M:
i can sense your impatience when u talk to me.
and prob fustration when we cant communicate the pt across well.
i know you feel irritated.
and are u really sure ure trying to pull me along?
have u taken e initiative to ask me to meet up and talk?
i feel like i cant be honest with u anymore.
i really cant.
uve become someone im really afraid of approaching.
really afraid.

really disappointed in ppl.
in myself too.
i really want to relook the meaning of sb.
bcos i realise i dun fully understand the meaning of sb.
the joy in my heart is gone.
stupid me,why am i crying even as i write this?

dear G, im hanging on bcos of you.
even though the thread is getting thinner and thinner by the day.

thanks to those who really care:)
you know who u all are.

2010-02-19T00:10:00.002+08:00

im becoming the old me.
how am i living my life now?
a life without God seriously sucks.
but why am i not doing anything to put it back on track.
i really want to i really do.
but talk is cheap.
:(:(

2010-01-05T01:53:00.015+08:00

im in a i-want-to-blog mood.
so much so that as i lay on my bed and am abt to slp,
i decided to turn on my laptop to blog.
and its 2+am!!!!!

there are groups of ppl i want to thank even as i look back at 2009
and go forward into 2010..

dajie,erjie,korkor....

even though you guys may be in NUS,u nv fail to check up on me.
i feel so loved and doted upon.
everytime u all call me xiaomei,it puts a smile on my face...

DAJIE,though it seems like on the surface we are not close to one another
but ure the one i share everything with.ure the one i can talk abt everything under the sun with.
ure the one whom i know i can connect with and just pour out my worries to.
i remember the bus ride from esplanade.i remember the late night calls:):)

ERJIE, ure the one whom i can connect with,remember the taboo game we played
how well we knew each other.its the late night stayovers and the HTHT that i miss:)
u were there when i fell and u were there to pick me up :):)

KORKOR, ure the one who always smses me and msn me askin me how im doin
ure the one who really really dotes on me like im your own sister. and everytime u go "xiaomei", i know that u will always be there to watch out for me.though you always talk nonsense, but u have a heart that truly cares :):)

i remember how it got to the 4 of us.dajie,erjie,korkor and me.and i marvel at how this closeness btw us developed.arguments are soon settled.bcos of one thing we have in common.one thing that will nv fade.and that is God's love. whatever happens, we know we have each other's back and we know that we will nv let go of each other.bcos God loves us and we love God:):)

next group, JACQ AND ELI

yes, you guys make me smile from inside out. elisha and his stupid jokes,jacq w her cute antics:)
8yrs(eli) and 6yrs(jacq) of friendship and still counting.
its not easy but we got thru it.
disagreements happen but we solved it.
i really look back at how close we have become and i really thank God for it.
i really really enjoy your company and i loved that late night stayover at my house.
you guys are really the closest closest friends i have ever had.
so much so that i felt so comfortable and i bet u guys too when u guys stayed over.
being there for me and always by my side when im feeling down.
we know each other's story inside out.
and we know each other inside out.
i love the HTHT:D:D
i hope this friendship lasts forever and ever and ever.
love love<3 my closest friends.

life in uni will never be the same without them.
THE LIL ZOO:D

the random meetings.the events that we go for tgt.the laughter u all bring.the stayover and dinner/lunch@elva's.the smile that you bring to my face:D:D
uni life will never be the same.its bcos of u guys that this UB life is filled with so much more colours.we know that we will always have each other's back. even thru the things that are happening in each other's lives.we are there for each other.

and yes,
hamster-me
pig-jasmine
cat-dajung
monkey-wailreng
bear-elva
giraffe-eileen
chameleon-rebecca
koala-jaeyoung
zookeeper-chris....

we all make up the zoo and the zoo will not be the same without anyone of us.
we're here for one another.here's to many more days spent with u guys.and many more yrs of friendship.and the meetups even when we're married and have kids.
:D:D

and...YES.
my spiritual buddy...
BENJAMIN TAY BINMING

i remember the bus ride when u first entered UB.
that was when we got to know each other better.
fighting for God even while studying in UB.
everytime i feel like giving up,its you who tells me not to.
bcos we're fighting this battle tgt.
CHARGE ON BUFFALO!!!
i know ive been very disobedient recently but dun worry,i will be back on my feet with God.
i will.bcos we're all in this race and whoever slows down is a tortoise.
i dont wanna be a tortoise.
thanks for being there during the toughest times.
and im glad i helped u thru yours too.
ive seen how uve helped liyin and christina settle in UB.
and the secrets that we share.
you are always so full of nonsense.
BUT...full of passion for God too.
really really full of passion.
ure the one who knows me best.scolding me when i turn away frm God.
teaching me the right things to do.
i wanna be in this tgt with u,liyin,christina and jonlim.
and who knows,one day we might have a UB community in HOPE:):)
lets make that happen.
lets run this race tgt.and i mean tgt.no one gets left behind.
thanks best friend.
thank you.
this almost one yr of friendship and counting.
spiritual buddies til the endddd.
(heh heh heh..i really hope u marry *ahem*)
lets charge onnnnnnn fellow buffalo....

and how can i ever forget this someone special in my life.
THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
someone who is there with me thru the darkest days of my life.
someone who never lets me go no matter how bad ive been.
someone who loves me but wants nth in return.
someone who loves me so much that he sent His one and only Son to die on the cross.
he is none other than GOD:):)
the one who holds my future.
the one who decides my future and the one who is there for me whether rain or shine.
no matter what happens
He is the One who hears my cries in the middle of the night.
He is the One who makes this life worth living.
He is the One who forgives all sins.
He is the One who is above all things.
....
He is the one who can fill this emptiness in my heart.
the God-shaped hole that only He can fill.
...
how foolish i have been to run away from Him.
and now i really wanna run back to Him.
and say..
God,im sorry,will you take control of my life again???

i thank God for 2009.
and i know that 2010 will be a great yr ahead.
bcos God has so many plans for me.

i thank God for the ppl in my life..
my family.
those mentioned above.
and not forgetting...
stella
val
loo
jassy
shepherdy liyi
my cg members
my unit members.

I LOVE YOU ALLL:D:D:D
2010.here i come!!!!!:)

God,i pray you'll provide a miracle

2009-11-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

probably my spiritual buddies are not my spiritual buddies after all.
or it was just wishful thinking on my own part.
its a rat race tt we are involved in,each caught up w our own lives tt simple things go unanswered.
i guess no one can help me unless i wanna stand up again.

2009-11-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

bentay seriously has nth better to do
He copied a pic of Mr Liew Sing Loon who is also teaching at SMU.
and put it as his dp.
i think he has a secret crush on him

2009-11-04T20:55:00.003+08:00

im hanging by the thread YET AGAIN

there is an exam almost every week.
its too much to bear.
Help me, God.
help me to walk thru this with u.
even im struggling,ive lost the passion.
why do i feel like everybody is way ahead of the race and im still lagging behind.
days go by, studying studying studying.
this is the lowest valley i have ever been thru.
why cant i seem to pull myself up again.
oh God,ive lost the passion.
im not being that salt and light you want me to be (at times)

help me to find that passion.
help me to climb back up on my feet.
no, i wont just let go like that.

oh God,i pray that u will protect Li Ning as she enjoys herself in Cameron Highlands.
bring her back safely.

2009-10-23T23:20:00.005+08:00

i really enjoyed myself ytd:)
the laughter the joy.
thanks guysssss.
LOVES
<3

HAHA.
silly speed dating for rebec's social psych project
met a new friend (jae's fren)
went to eat with wai,jae,eileen,sumin(jae's fren)
then helped an old lady who was visually impaired cross from red line on e mrt to paya lebar's control station.
met friends on e way too

chatted with the old lady all e way.
really enjoyed talkin to her.
and she invited me to her exhibition when we parted ways.
shes a cultural medallion winner.
my daddy says it is an honour only given by the president.
that means she must be really pro.
GOSH.

one thing that really struck me was when she said i was like an angel.
it reminded me of how God can use such a simple person like me to do sth so great.
and how He used me to make a difference to that old lady.
He also reminded me of not taking things for granted.
like our eyes.

and i really enjoyed myself with my frens:)
where all e pretense is stripped away.

went to IKEA just now....
so many children there:)
it just puts a smile on my face..........
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

NING'S A HAPPY GIRLLLLLLLLL :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2009-09-25T10:07:00.005+08:00

Connie Talbot.
wow.she really has a voice of an angel.
shes only 7!!!!!
can u believe it?
what were we doing when we were 7 years old?

getting ready for primary 1?
still in the im-still-a-kid mood?
BUT this girl,shes a singer,touching everybody's hearts as she sings.
the innocence of a child.
shes great.

her mum must be proud of her.

2009-09-18T10:05:00.003+08:00

i walk by faith and not by sight:)

i obeyed Your words and finally told the truth.
but why do i face persecution.
sat at simei mrt listening to the busker after giving tuition ytd.
i was so confused,oh God.
i really didnt know what to do.
and i didnt know what was going to happen.
God,what is it that u want me to learn or do out of this.
i really feel so lost.
but i know that what i see now is not the full picture.
faith is believing in what u cannot see.
i know and i believe that you are here with me:)
God,i really want to do what is right in your eyes,
i know u will deliver me from this.
weird thing is i dont feel sad.
i dont feel like giving up.
instead i feel the faith i have in you,oh God:)
although i dont know what is it that i have to do now.

finally i can upload pictures.
HAPPY HAPPY.

and im really really proud of Singapore!!

超級星光大道指定 PK 賽

there are 4 singaporeans out of 6 competing w the contestants.
Olivia Ong,Kewei,zhiyang and ai jia.
GO,GO,GO SINGAPORE.

16/09/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAO XUAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MM LEE KUAN YEW

really studying hard.
i want to get ALL As this sem.
but i want to do this with God.
i want to show that i can juggle both church and school work.
then hopefully, less persecution.

God,i trust in You:)

2009-09-11T17:13:00.002+08:00

09-09-09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!:)

went to eat frog porridge @ geylang:)

good food makes me happy:)

10-09-09

yawnssss.930 lesson.

went with daddy to casuarina prata for breakfast.

then to meiling street to eat wanton mee:)

tuition w jake @ 2

then i went to find my uncle after tuition.

studied abit then my lil cousin finally woke up.

hahaha.

so cute:)

he was laughing in his sleep.

and was so playful when he woke up:)

AHHHHH.

he could walk on e walker.

so so so cute.

but silly me,

i left my specs at my uncle's house.

and then i left my clinical psych textbook at my grandma house while gg to visit her.

then i was off to unit meet:)

YAY:) my phone is off to repair.

2009-09-04T16:10:00.002+08:00

okayssssss.blogspot on safari seems ok....

blogspot is seriously weird.

anyways i created two accounts.

childlikefaithh.wordpress.com

and

childlikefaithh.livejournal.com

but they dont give me the abilities blogspot offers.

this feeling ive not felt in a long long time:)

thank you God:)

happy happy.

i still cant upload pics:(

2009-08-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

i have this strong urge to change to livejournal.
blogger is not allowing me to post pics!!!:(

anyways ive been watchin 超級星光大道5.
i really love to hear ppl sing:)

and i see how ppl comment on the videos.
some ppl really comment for e sake of commenting.
and some comments are really hurting and totally makes no sense.
tsktsk.

anyways on wed,i went with my grandma to make her dentures.
the aunty there thought that my grandma was my mum.
haha.
then we went to the bedok market to eat w my daddy.
and we went to the wet market.
the uncle tot that my grandma was my mum.
so finally i asked,is it bcos i look old or is it bcos my grandma looks young.
the uncle said that its cos my grandma looks young.
HAHA.but its true la.my grandma's hair is black.so she really looks young.
and it runs in the genes la =P

on a side note,
im beginning to like the songs sung by 蕭煌奇
seriously,hes really good.although hes blind.
and the lyrics are really words from his heart.
and his hokkien songs are fabulous.

ahhhhh.
tmr is the start of school.
:(:(

2009-08-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

sian...
blogger doesnt want to let me upload pics so im so lazy to blog.
blog another time:)
stay happy all!!:)

2009-07-31T20:22:00.003+08:00

i love the lil park downstairs:)
theres this spiderweb playground tt has this lil seat at e top.
where i can quietly talk to God n look at the scenery ard me.
really love it.
i love the lil park downstairs.
cos i always get to see lil kids.
which makes me smile:)

just sent my sis for tuition and jogged back home.
went to e park to continue jogging.
and got to play with this lil girl:)
and i got to spend time with God:)

have been getting into e habit of jogging every morn:)

ning's a happy girl.
thou her back is giving her serious prob AGAIN:(

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21 birthday wishes4 u:)
another blog entry specially 4 u sooooooon:)

2009-07-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

makes me wonder..why do ppl even get married?

:(:(
i cant take it anymore!

2009-07-24T23:08:00.001+08:00

oh ya,ytd after the XXX's grandfather's wake, i took a cab back home.
cos it was really late.

and after paying the uncle,i gave him a jin du nian zi an sweet (for throat) cos he was coughing earlier on.

initially he was shocked and tot i was gg to give him some weird pill.
HAHA.
u should have seen the look on his face.

but he took it eventually:):)

2009-07-24T18:34:00.003+08:00

finally the quizzes are over!and proj submission for stats done.

now to prepare for accounting proj submission on tues.
and FINALS =X

i know how different it is to rely on God's strength:)

project meeting after accounting exam ytd.

and went to visit XXX at home with ben but she was slping.
GETWELLSOON,babe. and dun be stubborn.

then we went down to XXX's grandfather's wake.

i realised how bad it seems when u judge someone according to what others are saying or thinking abt that person, even before i know that person.

anyways,my perspectives have changed.i shall not judge.

actually was in a dilemna whether to go to e wake.but went eventually.
and i was blessed.
showing God's love.
XXX was really surprised.
and i know that he was touched when he saw us there.

Ben,really happy to see you have a breakthru in this area.jiayou.continue to show God's love.i know it was hard.but you did it bcos of God:)

Karl,CHEER UP:)

Edith, GET WELLLLLL SOOOOON.

:):):)
draw me close to You,close by Your side:)
You're the love of my life.

2009-07-23T00:33:00.001+08:00

accounting test
statistics test
statistics project.

im gg crazy soooooooon.
i feel the books sipping away my brain juices.

STUDYING AT THE BALCONY NOW:)
:):)
God will give me strength

2009-07-21T17:26:00.003+08:00

okays.finally blogspot is normal again.

i can now blog about what i wanted to blog about.

First of all, SUMMER SEMESTER IS DRIVING ME NUTSSSSSSSS.
this is when the testing of time management comes.
how to manage friends,ministry and studies.
this is really a hair-pulling moment.

and now im involved in ESS decor.

tests tests and tests.projects projects and projects.
all i can do here is complain and complain.
but the workload never reduces.

its taking a toll on me.
tiredness and eyebags are starting to be my best friends.

Next,
i have a story to share:)

after Matrics,i was feeling really really really tired.
on the verge of giving up.
really really really drained.
i literally closed myself up to everything.

then one day,
when i was taking the mrt to school.
i met a woman who was carrying alot of things @ Tampines Interchange

i would always help ppl in need.
so,i offered my help to her.
thinking that,OH NO,now i will just hold her bag and we will stay silent for the rest of the trip.
but NOOOOOO,
God had other plans.

she saw my cross necklace and asked me if im a Christian.
mind you,all the conversations were in Mandarin (a tough task for me)
she was from Batam
then she proceeded to tell me that her brother was in SGH and she was gonna bring him home.
he was there bcos he had high blood pressure
it was making him lose his mind.
he would not know where he is
and who he was.

in the hospital, he was hysterical.
even the patient next to him told her that he should be sent to IMH.
she was scared and did not want it to happen.
she kept praying and praying.
and a pastor also helped to pray for her brother.
the next day,she went back and the nurse said that he was finally eating and even knew where he was and who he was and even asked for his sister.
if it wasnt God who answered the prayer,who else could do such miraculous things?

she told me how life was like in Batam.
her school had the students take either Islam or Christian studies as one of the subjects.
she chose Christian studies.
having been touched by the teachings,she converted.
and when it was time to be baptised.
she and her friends went.
her mum opposed that decision
and her fren's dad and brother threatened to throw her fren into the sea.
but they relented after her fren's mum pleaded with them not to.

then her daughter had a dream
which made her think,
have we saved enough ppl today?

next,she had an encounter with a ghost.
and even after she said.
I command you to leave in God's name.
the ghost came back.
then God talked to her and asked her to say a verse to chase the ghost away.
she forgot for a moment but then remembered.
and the ghost went away

ppl in her village also will shun her and her frens bcos of their beliefs.

this leads me to think.....

HAVE I BEEN FAITHFULLY PRAYING?

HAVE I BEEN FAITHFULLY READING THE BIBLE?

PPL IN BATAM ARE FACING FAR WORST PERSECUTIONS THAN ME,WHY DO I HAVE THOUGHTS OF GIVING UP WHEN MINE ARE SO MINOR AS COMPARED TO THEIRS?

God sent this woman to speak to me,and to give me the energy to keep going.
it did not happen by chance

i then carried her bag all the way until the bus stop of outram.
we then exchanged numbers.
this incident really filled my heart with emotions and helped me regain my faith.

God showed me thru this small lil incident so many questions.
and i was really touched:):)

Last of all,
Mission We-Can-Do-It is gg wellllllll.hopefully.
my heart is burdened by this incident.
we must complete this mission!:)

sowing is really hard.
so many complications.
communication is really impt.

studying in school now:(:(
MGQ AND MGA test this thur.
proj submission this thur.
ESS decor meetup this i-dunno-when.
cg tmr.
.
.
.
I WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
but i know i can do it with God's strength:)

cheer me on please.
i really really need it

have a nice day,everyone:)

lotsa love,
ningning:)

2009-07-20T21:32:00.002+08:00

wanted to blog but theres sth wrong with blogspot.

totally spoilt my mood to blog.

shall blog tmr mayb.

back to projects and test.

YAWNSSSSS.

was so excited to blog.

blogspot is such a wet blanket.

I WANT SUMMER SEMESTER TO ENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

2009-07-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

broke beyond broke.
and now tuition assignment is cancelled.

gosh.
pissed.
pissed.
pissed.
pissed.
pissed.

now stumbling things have happened,you happy now?

2009-06-26T17:52:00.001+08:00

i liked it when things were simpler.

its true.
the most constant thing is CHANGE.

2009-06-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

why is it that when ppl lose sth then do they do sth to save e situation?

im struggling.
its too heavy.
too many things on my mind.
i dont even know if i have the strength to go on.

im holding on.
but its such a thin piece of string that im afraid it might break any time.

i dont know what is happening,i really dont.

2009-06-21T23:27:00.002+08:00

its @ times like this tt God sends His testing.
its @ times like this tt God tests our faith.

HRM presentation in e morn + talentime @ night.
and finals on wed and thurs.
time is seriously not on my side.

im struggling.
but no one sees it.
:(:(
only God does.haiz.

wanna pray for two of my dearest friends.
God,you know who they are.
dont let them run away from you.
please please please please.

2009-06-19T01:37:00.003+08:00

Desert Song by Hillsong

This is my prayer in the desert,
When all that's within me feels dry,
This is my prayer in my hunger and need,
My God is the God who provides,

And this is my prayer in the fire,
In weakness, or trial, or pain,
There is a faith proved more worth than gold,
So refine me Lord through the flame,

I will bring praise,
I will bring praise,
No weapon formed against me shall remain,
I will rejoice, I will declare,
God is my victory and He is here,

This is my prayer in the battle,
When triumph is still on its way,
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ,
So firm on his promise I'll stand,

All of my life, in every season,
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship,

And this is my prayer in the harvest,
When favour and providence flow,
I know I'm filled to be emptied again,
The seed I receive I will sow

==================================

gosh.im really refreshed by this song,
God is the God who provides.
and thru every season of my life,he is still the same.

why am i so tired and weary?
its bcos i din go to Him to be refreshed.
how often have i relied on my own strength.
im sorry,God:(

===================================

anyways,a song i heard on my itunes:)
really a good song:)
go check out this song.

Shout your fame by Hillsong

Some say you're just a good man
Some say you are kind
Some say you are in the grave
But I say you're alive

Some say you're just a prophet
Some say you were wise
Some say you were just a man
But I say you are God
You are my God

I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
And the world will know your greatness
You are my God
I will shout your fame

I know you're the Messiah
You gave your life for me
And I know you're the only way
Jesus you're my God
You are my God

I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
And the world will know your greatness
You are my God

Jesus I will shout your fame to all the earth
I will lift your name on high
I will show the world your goodness
As I live a life that shouts your fame
As I live a life that shouts your fame

Jesus I decide to live
Live a life that shouts your fame
Shout your fame

2009-06-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

the summer semester is killing me.
i really really feel so drained.
14weeks modules cramped into 6 weeks.

tests after tests,exams after exams.projects after projects.

and.
bad news is......

after this summer sem,there is another one.
im super drained and super tired.

oh God,i want to do this with u.

oh God,let me enjoy this short trip to malacca.

:(:(

2009-06-03T22:51:00.001+08:00

my heart is in a turmoil.
God,what is it that you are testing me thru this?

2009-05-31T13:18:00.003+08:00

i love hearing from God,dont you?
really frustrated over my sister and my family.
anyways,went down to be prayed over ytd during service
Michael prayed for me.
and he prophesised over me.
God will put in me a new dimension of love and i will be the key in the family.
a love that i have never experienced before.
sth along that line.

its time to show God's love:)

i know i know i know that God will do sth in my family.
i know i know i know that God will do sth in my sister.
i really hope to be the glue that binds the family tgt.

heart circumcision:)

Robinsons@ Centrepoint ytd with mummy and li ning.

I really enjoy Saturdays and Sundays.
Saturdays when there is service and when i get to see my family on MUM'S SIDE
Sundays when i get to see my family on DAD'S SIDE
i seriously look forward to saturdays and sundays every weeeeeeek.
yummy yummy food my grandma-s cook.
the gathering with my family and grandparents.
ME LIKE!!:)

the greatest greatest gift one can ever receive is JESUS:)

im really really happy cos my cg feels like a family:):):):):):)
i love you guys!!:)
sharon liyi jesline elaine hanyun:)

2009-05-29T13:28:00.002+08:00

i didnt know loving someone could be so difficult.
dear God, teach me to love just like u loved us.
i really dont want her to turn out bad.
but i can see serious signs of rebellion.
no respect for ppl at all.
im at my wits end.
and i dont know what to do.
i want to do this with you,God.
help me to change her.

troubled

2009-05-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

what would you put in your blessings corner today?

2009-05-25T22:39:00.002+08:00

haven been bloggin for super duper long.
i think i can see spider webs alr.

back from camp since last week.
God spoke to me and i was thoroughly refreshed=)
the whole camp had its ups and downs.
but i know ultimately what God was trying to tell me.
He answered my prayers then and there.
im so so so excited abt what the future holds=)

why have i been so impatient about His plans for me?
why couldnt i have trusted that He had a plan that will prosper me?

[James 1:2-4]
"²Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, ³because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. ⁴Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

Xinni prophesised over me.and that really impacted me the most.
the shout out that God slapped me with.
though i may not know what it means.
i know that God has a plan for me.
and though i may not see what it is now,i know one day i will.

im serving a great God:)

minghan is right.
what steps am i taking knowing the shout out God gave me.
shepherd is right.
DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

and
and
and.

DO YOU SEE MY BEAUTIFUL BLOGSKINNNNNNN?
thankssssssssssss jasmine!!!!
my bdae surprise from her!
gosh.im really really touched.
hahaha.asked me for my password and
POOF.
a new blogskin.
it really put a smile on my face.
thanks darling.

met up with jasmine,minghan and xinyi for IKEA just now.
pictures up sooooon:)

:):):)
ning's a happpy girl.

but.
midterms are coming sooooon:(
and its back to PSY250 and MGI301:(

lotsa love,
ning:)

2009-05-08T01:08:00.002+08:00

i pray for a miracle.
no,actually two.
=
=
God,keep these two ppl in your arms.
.
.
gosh.
why is this happening?
im scared.really scared.

2009-05-01T00:33:00.006+08:00

*
my new dp on my laptop:)
ME LIKE:)

-im like blogging 2 entries a day:)

2009-05-01T00:20:00.003+08:00

met up with stella!!!:):)
and i got to eat my TAU HUAY:)
[finally satisfied my craving]
walked from tau huay to bugis:)
we went for some art gallery
and chanced upon some party shop.
(3 shops in a row)-COMPETITION AR!:)
alot of things there were selling super cheap:)

b4 meeting stella,i went down to NUS to accompany tham
and bless the NUS ppl w exam packs:)
and pray for ppl:)

collecting my NEW SPECS tmr:)
ning's a happy girl.
FIRST BDAE PRESENT FROM MY MUM'S SIDE:)
instead of them having to crack their brains over what to buy,
i suggested they buy me new specs.
(so many of my frens say my current specs v chui!!!)
so instead of bags,sports T and hongbaos,
IM HAVING NEW SPECS:)
haha.my fav present from my fav uncle is still my SONY CAMERA from 2 yrs ago:)

i cant believe im turning 20 soooooooooon.
its time to lose those baby fats.
if not i will be known as HAMHAM for the rest of my life.
its time to grow grow grow:)
grow in my walk with God
and in my thinking:)

WELCOME BACK CRYS LANNY AND YAO:)

i pray that u will find back your passion for God:)

2009-04-28T16:29:00.004+08:00

its been so long since we've met up:):)
i miss you darling!
MEEEEEEET UP SOOOON:)

2009-04-28T15:41:00.002+08:00

exams are over!
FINALLLLLLY:):)

am gg swimming with my auntie,uncle and my baby cousin:)
cant wait.
DINNER AT the sushi place outside the complex
(nihon murai(eh.correct spelling anot?))

:):)
on a side note,
i really really feel like gg to the marina barrage.
seeing all the pics my frens took with their frens there.
it looks like a really nice place to slack and take pics!!!!:):)
MARINA BARRAGE:):)

marina south too:)
the super romantic rooftop.
went there with my auntie uncle and tham the other time when my auntie and uncle were taking their wedding pics.
MARINA SOUTH:):)

really wanna go to these two places:):)
random right?

i know what i want to be when i grow up.
a child of God forever:)
and
and
and
..
A CHILD CLINICAL PSYCHOLOGIST.

on a side note,i really wanna serve in HOPE kinders.
but i know nows not the time.
God,whats your plan for me?:):)

i love love love children:)
they never fail to put a smile on my face:)

TAKE CARE LANNY,CRYS AND YAO:)
have fun and come back in ONE PIECE:)

2009-03-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

these ppl i love:):)
they simply make my day.

the girl thats as gullible as a transportation cost.
the girl thats always so cheerful and optimistic
(her smile can make me smile)
and the guy who always has advices for me.

thanks:):)
you make school so much less torturing:)

2009-03-31T00:10:00.001+08:00

just finished my PSY333 proj:)
finalllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

mango cut into thin slices are yummylicious.
i could eat them for breakfast,lunch, dinner.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE:) shiok.

ning's a happy girl:)
mango mango mango:)

2009-03-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

watchin the curious case of benjamin button now:)

so many thoughts rushing thru my mind.
shall blog abt it later.

psy 333 proj...AHHHHHHHHH

LANYAN:):)
get well soooooooon
hope to see the girl who is as-gullible-as-a-transportation-cost healthy k?
GET WELLLLLLLLLL:):)

2009-03-25T01:08:00.004+08:00

met elisha to go to ikea and giant:)
bought jacq's present:)
and had a good talk with him:)

bestest best friend:)
7 yrs and counting:)
thou you always bully me,i still love you la:)
DONT THINK SO MUCH ABOUT YOU-KNOW-WHAT OKAYS:)
and keep that smile on your face:)

2009-03-23T00:06:00.007+08:00

these ppl keep me gg strong.

these ppl i love.

these ppl i can share life with.

lets run this race tgt my dears:):):)

2009-03-22T23:51:00.001+08:00

i miss my old room
i miss my old house.
19 yrs of memories

my room now is SUPER small:(:(

hmmm.but i know i should count my blessings.
that i have a roof over my head.

but still!!
i miss my old room:(:(

2009-03-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

:):) watchin boys before flowers:)

the korean version of hana yori dango:

the guys are totally cute!!!!:)

and Jandi has a fighting spirit that all of us should learn...

AHHHHHHHH:)

anyways,i really really thank God for korkor erjie and dajie:)

korkor cooked rosti for us on sat:)

picts up another day!

really thank God for friends too:)

they really make my day.

i think they really are one of the best gifts that God gave us.

ning's a happy happy girl:):):)

2009-03-10T00:30:00.003+08:00

hope this boy makes everyone smile just like how he makes me smile:)
happy week ahead!:)
know that there will always be a rainbow after the rain:)
STAY HAPPY FRIENDS:)

**
i had a DREAM last night.
i dreamt that the MRT SEATS became TOILET BOWLS.
and i was shitting in the mrt.
dropped at some ulu stop and then was thinking to myself...
DID I FLUSH THE TOILET?

gosh.i dont even know why i had the dream.
funny dream thou.

STAY HAPPY:)

2009-03-10T00:12:00.002+08:00

i ONCE felt that way too.
"what for share my problems and my worries to others,it will only affect them and make them sad"

but justin really knocked some sense into me.
i remember the time when i was so filled with emotions and sadness and really felt like crying and giving up.
thinking that if i were to share my prob to ppl,they too will get affected and spoil their mood.

but.
but.
but.

justin reminded me that it makes ppl worry more when they know that obviously,sth is wrong and no matter how they probe,i just refused to share with them.

what are frens for if they were there just to share ur happy moments.

frens are here thru thick and thin,through troubles and thru joy.
frens are here to lend a listening ear.
frens are here to lend u a shoulder to cry on if u feel like crying.

when joy is shared,it is doubled.
when burden is shared,it is halved.

and now,
i now exactly how justin must have felt at that point.
desperate to know the thing that is making me cry
(just like how im desperate to know what is making you cry)
hoping to lend a ear but i just refused to say anything
(just like how i want to lend a listening ear to you)

seriously,i dont want to be a friend who just shares your joy with u.
i want to be there in times when u feel really down too.

yes, God will definitely make things right and bring you through this time.
and God will be there for u thru the valleys and thru the highs.
but.
but.
God also put frens and people around you for a reason.
not just to share your joy.
but also to share your burdens.

YOU'RE MAKING ME VERY VERY VERY VERY WORRIED,DO YOU KNOW THAT?
haiz.
i see the old me in you :(:(

2009-03-05T11:49:00.003+08:00

one thing leads to another,doesnt it?

on another note, its tough to face up to whatever happened isnt it??

facing the consequences on _ _ _ _ _ _

i got 26/28 for macroecons quiz(:

((sth that was simply impossible,econs being my most hated subject))

32/40 for psy333 midterms(:

praise God.

2009-03-02T22:57:00.002+08:00

dreamt of him last night.
why am i trapped in a past i cant seem to forget.
:(
:(
:(

haha.
there is a pending entry .
shall continue that post after econs tmr!!
jiayou guys.

*to you-know-who-you-are:
i know that all i can do now is be here for you.hopefully u have thought thru what ure planning to do.do take care.

worried and sad.

2009-02-18T23:09:00.013+08:00

i feel really really blessed even in times of sickness:)

the love from friends:)

century egg porridge from korkor:)
woke up at 5 plus to cook.SUPER NICE PORRIDGE LEH.

herbal tea from justin (:

honey lemon from shepherd :)

honey from justin (:

porridge from shepherd bcos i could not eat bbq food(:

okays,but seriously,WHO CAN RESIST THIS?

even when ure sick.....

WAHAHHAA(:

2009-02-16T00:02:00.002+08:00

im exhausted.
projects after projects.
quizzes after quizzes.
events after events.
im totally drained out.
for the past two weeks.
i really really need a good rest.

gosh.
i realise i always blog abt unhappy things and not e happy things

had a dream abt him ytd.
funny dream.
i dunno why i had that dream.a mixture of my past.

if time were to go back,
i would have done the same things.
i would hope that things turn out the way things are now.

i cannot be happier that i lost e temporary love and gained an eternal love(Jesus Christ)
if time were to go back,
i would have done the same things million times,billion times,trillion times,zillion times over.

well wellwell,i ought to blog abt happy things.
next time mayb=)

haha.happy things ought to be shared too!

SMILE DARLINGS!:)

2009-02-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

idiot korkor said this.

gd nite xiaomei, stay happy and smile always, all my meimeis are cute !:D even if they are peeling

thanks ar!

:) wheeeeee.

erjie and korkor sent me to school on monday=)

ning's a happy girl.

ALTHOUGH SHES PEELING AND LOOKS LIKE SHE HAS SKIN DISEASE.

have a smiley day everyone!:)

2009-02-07T00:07:00.001+08:00

pms =(
hate it.

2009-02-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

such a strong urge to shut myself out from everyone.

2009-02-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

gonna sleep at the new house today.
means no internet:(
and unfamiliar environment.

frisbee training and jogging today.
wheeeee :)

ning feels super stressed cos she has so many things coming up this week.
AHHHHH:)

to jasmine,my loving!
HUGS.
jiayoujiayou.
i know u can do it.
im here anytime k?
dont give up my dear.
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS.

2009-02-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

Shu Ning just wants to shout out and scream out loud all the feelings that shes feeling inside.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2009-02-01T01:29:00.004+08:00

Heal the wound by point of grace

I used to wish that I could rewrite history
I used to dream that each mistake could be erased
Then I could just pretend
I never knew me back then

I used to pray that You would take this shame away
Hide all the evidence of who I’ve been
But it’s the memory of
The place You brought me from
That keeps me on my knees
And even though I’m free

Chorus :
Heal the wound but leave the scar
A reminder of how merciful You are
I am broken, torn apart
Take the pieces of this heart
And heal the wound but leave the scar

I have not lived a life that boasts of anything
I don’t take pride in what I bring
But I’ll build an altar with
The rubble that You’ve found me in
And every stone will sing
Of what You can redeem

Repeat Chorus

Don’t let me forget
Everything You’ve done for me
Don’t let me forget
The beauty in the suffering

Repeat Chorus 2x

Leave the scar

w0w.this song really touched my heart.it really made me think.of the experiences i have had.many times i want to erase it.to go back and change things so that things wouldnt have to happen. but i know its not possible.

God made these things happen for a reason.to bring me back into His arms.to grow me as a person.to be more like Him :)

im thankful for these experiences.

may it be troubles,may it be happy things,let them come.BECAUSE I KNOW THAT GOD IS WITH ME ALL THE WAY.

wheeee.CNY CNY CNY(:

i love my life right now.

this certain breakthru in myy life,im sure i can get over it with God(:

for whatever that has happened,

heal the wound but leave the scar,God(:

2009-01-20T01:33:00.003+08:00

i miss scb =(

2009-01-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

moving house is nv fun!

wheeeeee.

i have a CUTE family in church.

cute being...

Chua Minghan Bethel (korkor)
Lim Shu Ning Elizabeth (xiao-mei)
Tham Mei Qian Michelle Jesca (er-mei)
Lin Xinyi Gabrielle (da-mei)

wahahha.cos korkor always says we're cute.
alrights alrights.stop laughing okays?

anyways korkor really dotes on us.
he even drove us to service last sat!!=)

ahhhh.
its so infuriating.
my new room is so so much smaller.
ARGHHHHHHHH.

the living room is so so much smaller.
the kitchen is so so much smaller.

the good thing.
high level and nice view and BIGGER balcony.
ARGHHHHHHH.
oh yes.
and e bay windows.

okays.
my dream house....
(shall show you pictures next time)
my dream vacation...
(DEFINITELY the maldives)

it may be ages before i update again.
losing the inspiration to blog nowadays.

2008-12-19T00:46:00.003+08:00

went for district meet on wed.
God spoke to me.
i really set my heart to be the sister that my sister will turn to when shes having problems.
the sister that she knows will be there for her everytime.
the sister who protects her.

no more the sister who asks her to get out of her room.
no more the sister who flares up over small lil things.
no more the sister who squabbles with her on hols.

this time,im gonna help her ace her PSLEs=)
am putting into action this one month scheme.
ask me if you wanna know more.

but GOSH.today is the first day and it really tested my patience.
stayed at home cos daddy had to go meet his frens.
supposed to meet korkor and jie and the rest.
but decided to stay home afterall.
it really really really tested my patience.
and i mean REALLY!
spend one day with my sister and your vessels can burst.
butbutbut.
I SURVIVED.
and i managed to keep my temper.
the day ended with her apologising to me abt what happened b4.
and us hugging and then a small talk.

really really glad:)

and i guess this time that we will be away on hol,
God wants to test me.
ARGH.
its gonna be tough,but im gonna do it!

no more hostility,
cos everytime i am hostile,i build a wall btw me and her.
that will take ages to break down.

YESYESYES.
(sings:i will survive.i will survive)

sorry guys,
have been really really busy.
sorry for haven being able to meet up with so many ppl.
and haven been joining my frens for so many events.
=)
do forgive me!:)

enjoy ur hols,guys!
MISS ME!
and dont forget my xmas presents!
HAHA.

MERRY MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCE!

2008-11-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

i seriously think someone sprayed sleeping gas on my bed.
once any part of my body touches my bed, i feel like sleeping.

yawns.here i go again.
lying on my bed putting final touches to my essay.
and i find myself drifting off to lala land.

listening to: 噢買尬 by 五月天

2008-11-23T12:46:00.002+08:00

super stressed and my heart was overflowing with lotsa emotions that i couldnt breathe.

but
but
but
but.

am totally refreshed...and i mean totally...totally totally refreshed during service ytd.
God gave me strength to charge forward.
God refreshed me!
God heard my cries and He gave me comfort.
God!You are GREAT!=)

i hope to spread some of that to ppl ard me!=)
JIAYOU EVERYONE!=)
one more week and it will be over.

*sprinkles a little love all over the place*

da jie and korkor=) JIAYOU=)
dajie,CHEER UP=)

and to all,PRESS ON!

shepherdy,take care=)i miss you

jiejie,haven seen you in ages=)meet up soon.love you girl

shijie,JIAYOU

elisha,was great meeting up with u=)MISS YOU SO MUCH=)

crys, lanyan, JIAYOU.

ppl in e cg, do this with God,k?=)

jackomi, COME BACK SOON

wheeee.im so loved by ppl ard me,with their small lil gifts of encouragement.
so so so happy.
shall post pics after exams=)
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

2008-11-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

life is so full of ups and downs.
but most imptly, we must all know how to get up when we fall down.
what is happening is causing the whole family's feeling to go down AGAIN.
how fragile it can be.
living with someone and spending your life with someone is so difficult.
the issues that they are not able to solve.
ppl say that family does not play a part in a relationship.
how wrong they can be.
not being accepted by the other half's family can cause quarrels.

stories from both sides.
they tell a different story.
thats why in every situation,its best to listen to both sides of the story.
and not to judge.

anyways,no matter what happens,really hope that they can resolve this.
soon to be married but now broke up.
how impt it is to find the right one.
if not keep going thru quarrels.
getting tgt,breaking,getting tgt,breaking,getting tgt,breaking.....
the cycle nv stops.

hope that YOU can be happy=)
put this episode behind and get on with life=)
we'll always be behind u,no matter what decision you make.
what is a family for?=)
*hugs*

BOO! meeting my shepherd tmr.
seriously cant wait=)
shall blog abt e happy things that have happened in my life when my exams are over=)
til then,cya folks=)

busy week next week=)
ning's a happy girl bcos she has so many ppl who care for her=)
thanks ppl!you all know who u are.

stressed ar stressed ar.
but what to do?
LETS ALL JIAYOU TGT!=)

remember to smile amidst all e difficulties=)

2008-10-30T22:37:00.003+08:00

oooh.look what mama put in one of e face book pics,e one with all e purple ladies.
look at her tagging......
In this photo: 白雪公主, Liu Xiuwen (photos), 嘟嘟嘴, 大鬼头, Niki Koh (photos), 大美人, Valerie Chan (photos), Bell Goh (photos), 小甜甜 (叫爽), 小可爱, 朦查查, Shu Ning Lim (photos | remove tag), 花姐, Faridah Bte Mohd Hassan (photos)

haha=)

that was sooo random.
i miss SCB life =(
the times when everyone there doted on me.
the times when we laughed.
the times when we cried.
the toilet breaks.
the conferences.
the times singing and teasing da gege.
the stupid stuff i did that made em laugh.
i miss ALL OF YOU AT SCB=)
every every single memory!=)

wheeeee.halloween party at nic's tmr.
and econs project.
and cg lunch.
and MAYB psych project.
quizzes after quizzes.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
*sings: im going crazyyyyyyyy*
but i'll still carry a smile
bcos i know God will bring me thru all these.
and all e wonderful frens.and bros and sis.

jiayou everyone.

SMILE=)

2008-10-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

ouch.
the pain is really unbearable.
really really unbearable
it hurts when i sit.
it hurts when i walk.
once actively involved in sports,
but now i walk like an idiot.
:(
took the medicine auntie karina gave.
some anti inflammatory medicine.
really works=)
helps to ease the pain.
thanks to all those who showed concern in some way or another.

anyways,
have been furniture shopping these few days=)
then today went to some fair at the expo.
then grandma bought a painting that costs 1000+
and my parents went to consult the interior designer to help design our new house.
so many things to see there!
right now,
im really really really excited to see how our new house will turn out to be like=)
gonna miss the neighbours
but really really excited to be moving to a new house=)

wheeee.membership class on sun was gr8=)

enjoy e week ahead!=)

2008-10-25T11:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY (:

went to polyclinic to want to take an Xray.
but in the end the doc referred me to a specialist.
CGH in jan,SGH in dec or AH in nov.
i chose the nov apptment.
cos the pain is really unbearable.

went to some chi doc in eunos cos daddy said the acupuncture there could help ease the pain.
but in e end, e doc gave me some YUCKY tasting medicine.
but i really had an enjoyable time at the clinic.
there were a group of elderly there.

i smiled at em and sat down beside this old lady
who was really nice=)
so we just chatted.

there was this old uncle who was so friendly and funny=)
i also chatted with him and he really made me smile.
sth he said in hokkien,
"not happy also must get past the day,so why not stay happy and cheerful,bcos the day will eventually pass by."

these elderly really made my day.

then it was my turn to see e doc.

then when i was waiting for my medicine,
there was this old lady walkin in to see the doc.
she had difficulty walkin.
so i helped her into the room.
her smile and thank-you were just enough to make my day=)

then at night,was Carrie's BBQ birthday celebration,
there was this dog with one ear dangling.
he was so hungry that he kept coming near us for food.
we then called the SPCA and had to keep the dog where we were.
but he ran off.
so me junyao and jesline had to go look for him.
there was no way to bring him back.
so i ran back to get some bread for junyao to coax him back.
we succeeded.
but when the SPCA came,they couldnt bring him back bcos he was so scared of the man.

its these lil things that are able to make my day.
knowing that i can make a difference to the other person
even a lil act of kindness can really bring a smile to someone else.
that really warms my heart and makes my heart smile

even a lil smile can make someone's day.
so do keep that smile on your face!
bcos you will nv know when you can make a difference in someone's life.

so spread that love and keep smiling!=)

2008-10-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

im scared.
going for Xray tomorrow.
=(

2008-10-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

i broke down and cried because of what my sister said.
and my heart hurts real bad now.

why couldnt i control my emotions?
it could have been super hurting.
but i got to learn to control my emotions.

2008-10-11T01:32:00.001+08:00

my new display picture.
courtesy of PICASA 3=)

did one collage for shaoxuan=)
to do his present for his ONE MONTH=)

2008-10-09T01:48:00.001+08:00

YUCKS.

im so grossed out now.

i just killed a cockroach.

argh

2008-10-08T22:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY

MID TERMS ARE OVER!!!!
*screams*

eng,econs and psycho.
i definitely have more confidence in my eng.
argh.
i seriously have to study harder.

anyways,the essay qns for english....
(5 choose 1)

[How should a person make an intelligent decision about a life partner?Give examples of couples you know.]

this was the qns i chose.
definitely the easier qns out of e 5.

What are the qualities you look for in a life partner?

we all set many expectations.
Often, e people we fall in love with often falls below our own expectations.
To expect our other half to fulfill all our expectations is close to impossible.

Most importantly,
the person has to give me a sense of security,
to want to commit to spend the rest of my life with him.

the person has to be a Christian,
to share the same values and faith.
definitely has to be spiritually more matured than me.
to lead me closer to God=)

the person has to be a gentleman.
HAHA.
i dont know why this has to be one of the criterias.
but YES,he definitely has to be a gentleman

the person has to be sweet.
to know when to say the right things
and to do small little gestures that will make me smile.

the person has to be able to make me smile most of e time
when im sad.when im angry.when im depressed.when im happy.

most imptly,
he has to love me for who i am,
enough to overlook my weaknesses.
and i have to love him for who he is.

anyways,the time will definitely come when the right guy appears.
God already has a guy/girl in mind for us.
just let Him take control.

we may go through many things in life that may make us afraid to want to commit.
But most imptly, we have to get over the past and get on with life.
No point looking back.
To not let memories and past experiences get in the way.

Communication is such an important factor.
I have seen cases in which marriages fall apart because of communication problems.

I seriously cant imagine myself getting married one day.
and all my friends.
One day we will be at some cafe talking about our kids,our marriage,housework.
WOW.

okays.this is so random=)
I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCB TO WORK DURING THE DEC HOLS!=)
i love i love i love i love the people there.

alrights.got to rush the _ _ _ _ _ for MAD=)

nights all!=)
have a great day tomorrow!=)
and wheeeeee!i went to see SHAO XUAN after school just now.
SO HAPPY!=)

its gonna be a long day tmr.
AHHHHHHHH!=)

signing off,
with lots of love,
ning <3

2008-10-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

exhausted.

totally exhausted.

2008-10-02T22:04:00.010+08:00

HAPPINESS.

wheeeee.daddy fetched me home from sch today.
was supposed to take e bus with shawn.
but he had to go home to take his notes.

so i calledd daddy to pick me up.

he could only come in 30 mins.
so my dearest frens,crystal,lanyan and zhezhang waited with me=)
we camwhored.and laughed at you-know-who.
really enjoy e time with em=)
HAHA.zhezhang and his magic tricks.
but he got exposed by matilda.

wheeee.
then daddy actually lost his way.
but with e map in his phone,he finally got us home.
in the car.
we were talkin abt alot of things.
sth he said really triggered my tots.
he said i must be happy with e job i do in future.

and then i remembered how i applied for courses like REAL ESTATE in NUS.
i THOUGHT i was interested in it.
but with e help from God and church leaders,
i finally found my passion.
PSYCHOLOGY.
double degree with biz ad is just a bonus.
God really has a plan for me.

i really really really love psychology.
its so so so so so interesting u noe?
totally loving it=)

anyways mid terms next week=(
but i got so many things to blog abt!

-sentosa trip to play frisbee with alex,pram,shawn,justin.
-kezia and jasmine's bdae celebration.
-MY DARLING SHAO XUAN=)
-orange pig
-my darling frens in school
-studying with crys at starbucks at cityhall
-bball with a few cg members
-how justin accepted Christ
-korean 'lessons'
-shepherding
-cg
-studyin at starbucks with justin alex and liyi

see.....
so many things to blog abt but sooooo lil time!
=(
its okayyyyyyyy,
i shall be back after my midterms.

and oh.
on a side note,
i cooked dinner today!
yong tau foo
SUPER NICE=)
with daddy's guidance,of course.

daddy,much as i dun agree with e things u do at times,
i still love you=)i really do.

HARI RAYA CELEBRATION TMR AT FARIDAH'S!=)
SCB-ians........YAY=)

2008-09-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

STOP THIS NONSENSE PLEASE.

2008-09-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

WHEEEEE.

camwhoring at king albert's park today.

went to e macs there.

fiona drove me,ziwei,justin and helen to macs.

then we all ate there.

we studied there and then camwhored alot.

pics up when i get it=)

wheeeeeeeeeee.

stupid and crazy pics=)

e day b4 was shopping at bugis.

ziwei me and justin went shopping.

but b4 tt was FOOD=)

i think e nicest was TOM PALETTE's ice cream=)

i got e pics but im simply too lazy to upload.

then crystal came to join us.after bugis was haji lane.

HAHA.

then ziwei left.

me justin and crystal went to e taiwan stall to eat=)

gosh.that crystal is totally crazy!=)

found out sth that she and i had in common towards someone=)

HAHA.lil ms sugar rush went crazy after her bubble tea.

me and justin had to ignore her.

IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

but i still do love that crazy girl=)

then it was home sweet home!=)

thanks justin for sending me back,for e lozenges and CARRYING MY STUPID AND HEAVY BAG=)

dinner with alex val and belle at ding tai fung just now=)

uncle alex treated all of us!=)

wheeeeeeee.

b4 that,i went back to e office with val=)

really miss emmmm.

going back this fri again=)

ohya.michael made tiraimisu.

it was really nice.

HEHE.

and i found out who his secret crush was.

HE SAYS HES MAKING MORE tMR!!!!=)

school is fun fun fun=)

i feel so loved.

deep in thoughts=)

2008-08-31T16:17:00.003+08:00

had orientation on 22 aug.

we went to simei ITE for e games.

gosh.super fun.with my super fun OG=)

we had to merge with OG 2 cos we only had 5 ppl left from OG 17.

but lil did i expect to find such good frens in OG 2=)

really love em.

fiona,sheron,ziwei,justin.

WHEEEE=)

and not forgetting.

crystal,helen,lanyan,michael,jon,nicholas...blahblah.

they are e ppl that make me look forward to school.

e 1 hr trip to school.

they make it so worth it=)

psycho(PSY101) is so interesting(i think la)

econs (ECO 182)is totally boring.

e teacher is like talkin to herself when shes teaching us.

many times,i will ALMOST fall aslp.and when u look ard,u will realise that many of em have alr dozed off.SWEETS is a must in lessons like this.

eng(ESL 407) is so interesting.really like my lecturer.

shes so nice and really sweet=)

music(MUS 116) is so fun!=)

e teacher is so funny and 'cute' la.

really have a lot of fun with my frens in sch=)

we will always go to Ngee Ann poly to eat.

gosh.fiona brought us to Ngee Ann's lib.

super nice can?

e lib is so cosy.and theres a board games room there.

we went there to play.SO FUN=)

and and and.MY NEW SHEPHERD IS

......(drum rolls).........

LIYI!=)

woohoo!super happy la.

one wk of sch has passed.

have to really start studyin alr=)

God,YOU RAWK!=)

2008-08-31T15:39:00.002+08:00

EXCITED.

JUMP CONCERT AND I AM___. talentshow.

JUMPconcert-Jesus U Must Praise

our very own Hope concert.

we had praise and worship in Fort canning.

Praising and worshipping e Lord under e stars.

WOW.it was a great feeling.

I AM___.talentshow.

our special service.

ESS=)

wow.e talents in our church.

its true.

that even when ppl fail us and turn their back on us.

God is always there.

even when friends betray us.

even when we are not successful.

God's kingdom is so much more impt than all e success and achievements.

how often do we get 1st in a competition.

but e happiness lasts only for awhile.

with God,it is happiness for eternity.

which one would u choose?

gosh.my church nv fails to amaze me with all e things to do.

how God used em to reach out to e non believers.

im so so so happy that God placed me in Hope church.

its this place that i call Home.

Jon from my og shared one story with me.

how God showed him a drawing.

a sick baby and zebra crossing and a baby with sun shining behind it.

then cos e place where e zebra crossing was quite evident in e vision God showed him,

he went to e place.

true enough.

there was a pregnant woman there.

going to buy food frm e hawker nearby.

he hesitated in approaching e lady.

but after his frens in his cg urged him,

they went forward to talk to this lady.

and e lady allowed em to pray for her.

they prayed for e lady and her baby.

that e baby will be healthy.

and after that,e lady opened up her heart to em.

that actually she had another son who had a spinal disease which could be transferred genetically.

she was afraid that her unborn baby would get it too.

she din dare to check.

they then told e lady abt e picture that God impressed on Jon...

e sick child,zebra crossing,baby.

gosh.

then after that,they left,

a day later,e lady msged his fren.

that her baby was born after they talked to her.

and her baby was HEALTHY=)

wow.really thank God.

see how he used Jon to bless this lady.

wow.its amazing.

when he told me that...i was like.WOW!=)

jus found out that Jon is a christian.

saw e band on his hand with e words WWJD.

then i asked him.that was when he told me this story.

me crystal helen jon michael heiman nicholas.

we went to watch e show DEATH RACE at ps.

hmmm.nice story.but too bloody,too gruesome,too vulgar.

i really really love OG 17=)

and OG 2(after merger)=)

GOD IS GREAT!=)

2008-08-31T15:26:00.003+08:00

happy birthday LI NING=)

14th aug.

I LOVE YOU MY LIL SIS.

e lil things u do that touch my heart.

i admit i haven been e best sister.

but i will try my best to be e sis tt u will look up to whenever u need to=)

despite our constant quarells,do know that i really really love u.

happy birthday MUMMY!

15th aug.

ure e sweetest!

even thou u always nag,i do noe that deep down u really care.

every time i talk back,deep down it actually hurts n i immediately regret it.

ure always so forgiving and always love me.

e small lil things u do always touch my heart.

im so thankful that God gave u to me=)

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

2008-08-12T15:32:00.003+08:00

i love you mummy:)

2008-08-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

its so crazy that i feel like screaming.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2008-08-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

duncha just love my macbook:)

2008-08-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

argh.

DOUBLE DEGREE IN BIZ AD AND PSYCHOLOGY.

i really dunno if im up to it.

but i believe that i CAN do it with God:)

FOP 2008 was great:)

i remember e last time i went was with deb choo and e CHC ppl.

gosh.that was a few yrs back.

theres this song that says God paid e ransom to set us free.

God paid e ransom,paid e px when he sent Jesus to die on e cross for us.

i couldnt agree better:)

THANK YOU GOD!:)

talking to jimmy online.

and he was so so so lame.

this is what he said when i told him i was studying e double degree.

HAHA.

\\The Future Jimmy Chung......// ~is an estate agent~ says: (10:15:14 PM)

later know how to psyscho people to buy ur business idea

hAHA.i was so tickled by what he said.

anyways,im on e phone with edwin now!

his fren is SO funny!:)

gosh.interesting story he has.

went to SIM jus now with daddy to pay e first sem fees.

then we ate at e cafe there.

then we walked ard SIM.

saw maggie and yanyun and cecilia.

anyways found out that sarah is studying at UB too:)

orientation is on 22nd aug.

and JUMP concert is on 22nd aug.

gosh.hope it doesnt clash:)

im loving my life:)

2008-08-01T16:20:00.007+08:00

WHEEE:)

its been 5 days since ive worked.

as u all noe,my last day was on 25th of july:)

and these few days were spent buying my laptop at NUS.

then manicure by tham.

super nice:)

ALPHA 2008.

val's bdae.

wheee.made her a pair of earrings all by myself.

not v nice thou.

then i did her card.

which i think was NICE:)

hahaha.so bhb.

hmmm.

then i got her a tigger and HAPPY BDAE balloon.

so anyways,i bought her a cake from JacK's place.

e MANGO MOUSSE.

and i went to e office to give her a surprise.

shes in HK now

take care jiejie:)

and that dumb monkey's bdae.

was on 25th july.

so i went to his house to surprise him.

i did 21 heart shaped spongey thing.

then stringed it to e railing.

all e way from e 14th floor where he stays.

all e way in sengkang.

wheee.anyways.

i tricked him into coming out of his house.

cos he offered to help me with e farewell presents.

then i FORCED him to take e stairs.

but lil did he noe that i was waiting downstairs with a cake:)

durian cake frm angie e choice.

told him to turn to e left but i was actually on his right:)

HAHA.so i appeared with e cake from behind.

WHEEEE.

he was close to tears,i tell u.

and that idiot expected me to be downstairs doing e candle thingy for him.

but he saw no one.

HAHA.bcos i kept doing e candle thing for my frens' bdae that they will all expect me to do tt.

25th of july was my farewell.

got lotsa presents.

had to lug home 4-5 bags and we celebrated his bdae at JOO CHIAT.

haha.thou it wasnt an official celebration,it was really enjoyable.

anyways.i cried.cos i was so touched by what my colleagues did.

and i noe i will miss em so much:)

e person i will miss e most is MAMA:)

love her so much.

shall blog an entry abt her one day.

wheeeee.

MAMA,jiayou at work.

anyways.i went jogging jus now with monkey at upper pierce reservoir jus now.

so fun:)

we had so much fun.

he drove there.

and we ate prata at CASUARINA's b4 tt:)

weird.

2 guys have asked me whether i have taken e spore flyer b4 and wanna bring me there.

gosh.

anyways,

last sun was e SPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL.

super nice.

wow.

took so many pics that i will upload soon.

then after that was denise and debra's bdae:)

HAPPY 21st!

my twin cousins:)

before that,time was spent at aunt karina's house while e female did gardening at her house.

after tt was sakae teppan,aunt beechoo's treat.

our whole family,all aunts and uncles and grandparents blahblah.

took e whole teppan. counter.

after dinner,we proceeded to aunt beechoo's house for cake cutting.

and yay!

later will be FOP:)

FESTIVAL OF PRAISE:)

shall blog later at night if i have e time.

MY NEW MACBOOK!!!~

im joining e SIM cg soon:)

my course:DOUBLE DEGREE IN BIZ AD AND PSYCHOLOGY.

wheee.this was taken at haagen dazs:)

SCB 's PRAISE AND WORSHIP TEAM.

love you guys.

val's treat that day.

2008-07-30T14:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY GIRL:)

wheeeeee.im using my new macbook to blog.

shall post a blog entry later in e night:)

work's over:)

tham is gonna do manicure for me later:)

wheeeeee.

shall blog later.soooooo.wait patiently okays?

NING'S A HAPPY GIRL:)

2008-07-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

gosh.
i think its been donkey years since ive last updated.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i see some spiderwebs on my blog page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screamssssssssss*

gosh.im getting so stressed over the preparation of the company get together.
stupid me had to be so noisy and agree with ry abt e whole thing.
then i was e CHAIRMAN.
gosh...............
they changed the menu for e buffet and last min changes had to be made:(

SCREAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

so many things have happened over these weeks.
ACTSCALIBUR camp at NTU(:
sailing.
met up with rach dee maria steffi.
met up with manda val shijie.
blahblahblah.

ive finally decided on the course i wanna take and i really hope i can get in
thank God for my frens(:
love em.
ANDDDDDDDDDDD MY PHONE IS SPOILED.

recently,me val stephen and shijie have been having this praise and worship thing.
e last two places were at simpang playground and pasir ris park
GOSH.a good experience where we colleagues could meet up and worship God.
His presence was so great:)
YAY.
and we are soooooooooooooo gonna grow this group:)

i pray tt God will take care of all e pregnant women in my life:)
LOVE THEM TO BITS.
my fav auntie,alice ang,blahblah.
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BABY BLISS:)
i cant wait til they are born:)
dont u just love kids:)

i think ive been very blessed with all e things that God has blessed me with :)
wheeeeeeeeeeee.

okays.
i promise i will update on my life on a weekly basis.
or else im sure many people willl kill me..

AHHHHHHH(:
hope next week goes well.
chairman ar chairman,YOU CAN DO IT!(:

2008-05-25T11:18:00.016+08:00

okays.

im finally blogging after so long:)

first of all,i wanna thank all my friends who put so much effort in making my bdae so memorable.

i love you guys,i seriously do.

first of all,my cg came to surprise me at midnight.

the light sticks led me from my house to the
hockey court near my house.
it was seriously nice.i had a great time with em.

talked til like 3plus in e morning.

some of em lives so far in e west,yio chu kang,ang mo kio,etc.

but they came down to do this for me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

super touched.

i love my cg:) NUSB3,you guys rock my world:)

and of cos,my 3 fav girls in e office:)

MVPS(:

love u girls.

lunch with so many ppl:)

and to niki and annabelle who came back jus to celebrate my bdae:)
despite having exams on e day and u girls rushed over:)

LOVE YOU GIRLS.

i was blindfolded to the R&R to reveal e bdae cake with dry ice surrounding it.

i was playing w dry ice a lil time back and amazed by e effect.

and they did it for my bdae.really touched.by e present and e card.u guys did so much:)

and one guy from e office came to my seat,gave me my present and a helium filled balloon and ran off.HAHA.that was funny.everyone ard me was laughin.

these colleagues at e workplace make work worth gg to.bcos of em,i seriously look forward to work everyday.sharing secrets,sharing tears,sharing joy.they make me look forward to work everymorning:)

and dinner at FISH & CO at e glass house.

with my fav sec sch friends:)

elisha jacq dee ping

ya,as usual,e bdae celebration at fish and co is to hold e sparkler and then they will sing a song to embaress u.AHHHHHH.

i dun have pics for tt.but i shall upload once its up.

thank you ping dee yao for e dress.

and what really touched me was e 19 presents that jacq and eli got for me.its really things that i need and like.pooh stuff.and even guitar strings,etc cos they knew i was learning to play e guitar.even ikea food stuff which i love.socks with my name sewn on it.they really surprised me.and they really put in so much effort for my bdae.really really really touched.its e lil things like these that shows u that they really care.and e way they gave me my presents were really special.

I REALLY LOVES U GUYS.ELI AND JACQ~

lets stay like this til like forever,i will nv wanna lose u guys.i wanna keep u guys close to my heart and really be there for u guys:)thank you for always bein there:)LOVES*

thank you everyone!!

SHUNING'S A HAPPY GIRL BCOS OF ALL OF U.

u guys make me smile.and i wanna keep u guys close to my heart every single day of my life.thank you so so so much.

im 19.im 19 :)

2008-04-26T01:40:00.002+08:00

shouts:

WHO NEEDS A BF WHEN THEY HAVE E SWEETEST BESTEST BEST FREN(:
ELISHA KOH(:

having been vomiting on sun+mon,i went back to work on tues.
i was jus kiddin abt him cooking porridge for me.
then suddenly,
he asks me to go down from my office.
then LO AND BEHOLD.
its pasta.
came from home jus to give me e pasta he cooked.
what a pleasant surprise(:
even val said it tasted good(:

seriously thank God for him(:
im sorry for always taking u for granted
was really touched.
he never fails to cheer me up when im feeling at my lowest.
i love you bro(:

2008-04-20T16:17:00.001+08:00

i found this really inspiring.

and this song is really nice(:
tells of God's love.

2008-04-16T21:03:00.006+08:00

alrights.
im in NUS B3 now(:
this cg is really really fun.

went for nus tour last sat.
OH MY.
i really really wanna get in.

our cg is really really fun.
we keep taking dumb pics and laughing at each other.
and im really really happy that the birthday celebration for THAM was successful.
SO HAPPY.
pics up another day(:
our cg always have fun tgt(:

had our very first CG ytd.
OH MY.
it was great.
it was held at derrick's sister's house.
we could really feel God's presence and everything was great(:

thank God for these ppl
DERRICK,SHIJIE,SHANRUI,SHAUN,MICH THAM,HONG MUN,DERRICK.
LOVESLOVES*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH THAM(: <3
13th Apr(:

2008-04-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

i rebonded my hair(:

and i seriously am loving my life right now.
indescribable i tell u.

i got such a loving YJCEA2.

i thank God for them.this fun and lovely YEA2.
i wouldnt be what i am w/o them and God.
without them to bring me closer to God,
i dun think i will be who i am today.
God has worked wonders in me.
i thank God for this covenated group.
we're so closely knitted as one.

jus like the puzzle pieces i gave you all,
the puzzle would not be complete without everyone.
every single one of u...must work hard for the kingdom of God ok?
we may not be in the same cg alr.
but our hearts will always beat as one(:

and i really love the farewell gift they gave.
my first reaction was.
OHMYGOD.SO NICE(:
lovesloves*

ohmy.
there i go again.
dunno what to write.
will write and elaborate when i get the ling2 gan3.
LOL.
YEA2 will be laughing at me.
cos i will always do this kinda things(:

ohman.
hahahhaha.

oh ya.
and my new cg is really fun(:

tertiary service this sat.
and
loo's bdae tmr(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVES*

roller coaster week.

2008-03-23T12:38:00.004+08:00

its been a roller coaster week,
with my emotions going up and down.
at times i will flare up.
thinking back,i think it was really dumb.

and yes,i know elisha had to put up with my bad temper when we went to shop for jacq's present.
SORRY ELISHA =)
you noe i still love you(:

and i have been not a very good salt and light at home.
:(
but during cg,on good friday,i suddenly had the view of bringing my family to IKEA,my treat.
cos we were talking abt tt during cg.
so i did just that.
i brought them to IKEA after unit meet(:
and we had a feast.
was very happy that God answered my prayers.
to mend the hostility btw me and my sis.
and to help me control my temper.
SO HAPPY.
things are so so so much better
i do get angry too.
but i can control it now.
ohmygod.
GOD IS SO GREAT.

i know now that wherever God decides to put me,
i will be happy bcos i am there for a reason.
nth is more impt than the kingdom of God(:

GOOD FRIDAY WAS GREAT,REALLY GREAT.
had lotsa fun and learnt lotsa things.

WORD FOR THOUGHT:
if Jesus did not die on the cross for us,being humiliated and mocked at,
will we still have GOOD FRIDAY?
many of us may be really happy that it is a holiday.
but do think,it has so much more significance than that.

service on sat was great!(:
as usual,service is always so interesting.
makes me wanna go back week after week,
always learning new things and finding more abt the love of God.
yesyesyes,there is an addition to our TPJC group(:
HUAN TING~
*claps*

really wanna thank God for a lot of things,
so many so many so many.
one example would be...
from someone who always spouts vulgarities when shes angry..blahblah...,
to someone so sweet(WAHAHAHA.cmon la.jus agree with me,ok?)

but its true,in many ways how God has changed me.
i wouldnt be who i am today without Him.

have been teaching my sis maths(:
and i really enjoy the fellowship.
this is another way God has changed me.
ppl who noe me will noe that i hate my sis.
and am v hostile towards her.
but now,im teaching her maths.
and am very patient with her.
WOW.see what God can do?
i really wanna be the sister that she can look up to.
when she has problems,she will come and look for me to confide in me.
i want to be this kind of sister.
although i have always wanted an elder sister or brother who would do the same for me,
i know tt its impossible.
so what i can do now is to give my sister what i cannot have.

Thank God for everything in my life.
(:
through the ups and downs,i know that He will be there for me.

something Kim said got me thinking.
Jesus could have gotten down from the cross when He was crucified with His powers.
why did He have to stay there for such a long time and be tortured and humiliated by His ppl.
the reason,my friend,is.......
He died for you and me.

and thats the reason im here for(:

to spread His word and tell ppl abt His love <3

and thats why im a happy girl(:

because of the love God gives me.

SHUNING IS A HAPPY GIRL(:

2008-03-17T23:17:00.004+08:00

from niki's blog.
i found mildred's comment really funny.

fm a little notti koala
I was feeling a little under the weather and this little darling at work gave me this to cheer me up.
Made me wanna go, "Awwwwww......"

mildred's comment:
i saw that on ur table. wow, she is a magician. where did she get the bouquet?

HAHA.alrights.damn funny.anyways(: glad ure feeling better(:

i think im getting healthier too(:

haha.hmmm.jogged with kingkong from tamp to pasir ris park then back again on thurs.then was rollerblading with niki+val+belle+winnie+jonathan+julia on fri.then was gym with tham on sat.EXHAUSTED(:but fulfilling(:

anyways pics up soon(:

i love the food at MA MAISON at bugis.seriously heavenly.went there with tham e other day.its super nice i tell u.OMG(: shall blog pictures up another day(:

this whole week is gonna be busy,

signing off,the super not-in-the-best-of-mood,pissed off,bad tempered ning(:

i gotta control that temper.gosh.

God,i wanna learn to be happy.cos being happy is from inside out because you love us so deeply.we cannot choose what is gonna happen but we can choose how we react to it.happiness does not depend on circumstances.dear God,thank you for always addressing my worries.every service,im AWED by how much u love me and know me inside out.every thought every action....you've already planned it.and i noe my future is in you.i will not be worried but leave it all to you(: i put my future in your hands,Lord(:

LOVESLOVES*nights everyone(:

2008-03-02T18:05:00.021+08:00

alrights,as u can tell from my pics(:
this are small lil things that make my day.
sweets from penny.
the choco flavoured straw from zhenghua.
note from puay.
muffin from manda.
banana muffin from val.
honey gold flakes from belle.
and so many other small gifts.
winnie e pooh card thingy from penny.
blahblah.
this are only a few.
oh yes.
and sour skittles from msia from winnie.
LOVES*
these ppl make me feel so loved everyday in e office.
im such a happy girl(:

and thanks tham for delivering the pink card to e office(:
LOVES*

went out with manda and val to PS tt day(:
LOVES*
had great fun.

and to the
LOVES OF MY LIFE:ELISHA AND JACQ
friends forever!(:
really enjoy e time tgt.
be it on eli's bdae.
be it watchin PS I LOVE YOU tgt.
be it just simple lunch at pizza hut.
you guys brighten up my day.
three words to say to you both.
I LOVE YOU(:

and THANK YOU darryl-kingkong(:
was looking for the sweet POIFULL before service last sat.
and you went to buy it at changi airport specially for me the next day.
plus my fav sweet CUBYROPS(:
2 packets of POIFULL+CUBYROPS.
super happy.
SO SWEET(:
THANK YOU(:

went to THUMPER with winnie and niki and niki's frens.
went there for some FHM thingy.
but din get to see much thou.
went there to drink.
THEY DIN CHECK MY IC(:
anyways had fun(:
went off early with winnie.
and sat down at KFC and talked.
had a great time(:
LOVES*
cabbed home.
super nice taxi uncle.

AHHHH.
talking to jimmy on the phone.
and seeing him on webcam(:
UNCLE!!!(:
calling all e way from HONGKONG(:
come back mid march please(:
haha.then we can meet up soon.
haha.look at jimmy's nick!!
\\The Legendary Jimmy Chung is in HKG// ~傳說中既[球聖]賢 ohh siz S ohh one ~seeing u keep coughing, heart pain de~ says:
see my nickname

haha.cos i was like coughing and sneezing over the phone.
SWEET(:

results tomorrow.
LOVES(:
jiayou ppl.
thou im scared.
ive decided to put my faith in God.
His plans for me will be great.
THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO MSGED ME.
you noe who u are.
so many encouragements and wellwishers.
so many(: so touched(:
wish u all all e best too(:
and thank you JASMINE(: for calling me and praying for me(:
thank you KIM (: for the super long email(:

ning feels so loved(:
thank you ppl!(:
im happy.im happy.

oh my.
my favourite uncle is having his wedding dinner on the 17th of may(:
wheeE(:
he asked me to be his bridesmaid(:
cant wait(:
and e baby is gonna be out in sept.
new cousin new cousin.
SO HAPPY
I LOVE BABIES.

okies.i dunno what to blog already.
anyways.i feel really loved(:
shall continue blogging another day.

its like almost 3 in the morning(:
will slp soon.
still on the phone(:

GOODNIGHT FRIENDS(:
ning goes to slp a happy girl
scared but happy.

half day tmr.
celebrating INTERNATIONAL WOMENS' DAY tmr so we have to wear purple,green or gold to office tmr(:

thou i may have to see you tmr,
you will see that im happier w/o you.

2008-02-28T22:30:00.008+08:00

my eskimo!!(:

lol.my sexy girl putting goofy into the sweet box.
HAHA.

seriously,
its these ppl who make working so much fun.
HAPPY FOOD(:
eskimo gave me HAPPY FOOD cos i was feeeling stressed.
and sexy girl will give me a real big hug and i will feeel OKAY after tt.
and val-the mousey. will send me emails.
LOVES*
puipui will do her hand actionss and i will start laughing.
and faridah will start being funny.
haha.act angry but then start laughing.
then i will suddenly see goofy in the candy box.then alice will come and steal my sweets
meiling will come over and disturb me also.
then winnie will also cheer me up.
and mildred will come over and disturb me.
everyoneeveryone in e office is so much fun!!(:
it makes working really really fun.
i look forward to work everyday.
and even when i try to be sad,these ppl will cheer me up.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
thank God for them,really.
they mean alot to me..

NIKI,ANNABELLE,FARIDAH,MILDRED,ANGIE,ALICE ONG,ALICE ANG,PUAY SAN,VALERIE,WINNIE,PENNY,LINDA,AMANDA,MEILING,KELVIN ONG.

seriously thanks.
haha.today me amanda puay val we emailed each other.
really flooded the email la.
go toilet also must email.
funny la.
love them!

i love my sexy girl and eskimo lots too!!(:

i went out with stella on mon.went to 85 and toook lotsa lotsa pics!!
love that girl.

night out with eli and jacq.
on eli's bdae.

its BLACK day

the back of eli's card

wheeeeeeeee.
i really enjoy myself during work amidsst all the stress.
lol.
im known as NAUGHTY GIRL,BIG DEVIL.
HAHA.
haiyo.and im so so noisy at work.
always doin things that make them laugh their head off.so dumb

God,ive come back to you.
thank you for sat's service that struck in my heart.
thanks for filling the God shaped hole in my heart again.
I LOVE YOU(:

gonna do JQ and SC's card now.
nights!

hey you dimwit1,dimwit2 misses you:(

2008-02-23T01:01:00.003+08:00

P.S I LOVE YOU(:
super nice show.
i have the book as well(:
LOVE IT!!highly recommended(:

God,i feel like im falling:(
please let me feel it again.

not confident.
not confident at all.
not confident abt anything,abt everything.
uncle agony was right.
he hit it right on e spot.
i may act like i dun care.
but its hurting inside
underneath the smile lies this
i-am-so-not-happy person.
temptations exist.

learnt alot.
less anger.
less jealousy.
less flaring up.
but one thing still remains.
i cant trust anyone.
i still cant.
im struggling deep inside.
a life full of fear.
a life full of uncertainties.
with results coming out soon.
i cant help but think...
what is God's plan for me?
will it be good or bad?
bad so that it will be a learning process?
good so that i will feel blessed?
im scared.
really really scared.
i know i should have faith.

saw this guy at the old testament survey in church.
he looked exactly like my ex from the back.
i was shocked!
but this guy is actually from e filipino grp.
cant help but keep staring at his back view.

in the show P.S I LOVE YOU(:

Gerry said to Holly while holding her.
"I know what i want.Im holding it in my hands."
it was really sweet(:

this show tot me how to slowly let go.
let go of the people who are already not here.
memories that have passed a long long time.
those memories were there for a reason.
memories that have alr passed for a yr.
memories be they good or bad.
LET GO AND MOVE ON WITH LIFE.

the dimwit once said...
a good horse never eats backward grass.

today we celebrated elisha's bdae(:
will talk abt it in my next entry.
will post pics of my life too(:
meeting amos tmr(:
like FINALLY hor,kor(:

and meeting dee yao and ping on wed(:
LOVES*
cant wait.

good night(:
lotsa love,
ning <3

2008-02-16T23:55:00.003+08:00

WAHAHAHAHA.
im back.
did u guys miss me?(:
i bet u did.

so many things have happened.
too lazy to blog abt them thou.
blog abt them when i feel like it(:

yayness!!
i bought a new wallet.
bought new clothes.
new accessories.
pendant for mummy and earrings for sis.
omgomgomg.
watched so many showss.
(:

stand chart is holding so many events.
HAHA(:
but i really really love these colleagues.
they make this job worth staying.
and.
OMG.
things in the company are becoming so complicated.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i think im gg crazy soon.
i dunno what to do what to say.
it took me by surprise.
COOOOOOMMMMMMMMPPPPPPPLLLLLLLIIIIIIICCCCCCAAAAATTTTTTEEEEEDDDD.
crazy.

HELLO LOVE(today's service) was GREAT(:
YHOPE.WELL DONE(:
loves*
GOD IS MY FIRST LOVE(:
only His love is unfailing(:
COME FOR NEXT WEEK'S HELLO LOVE PART 2(:
245 at NEXUS AUDITORIUM!!(:

hey you,dimwit(:

mixed emotions

2008-01-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

life is really fragile.
please continue praying(:
God will provide a miracle.

trust.
this topic is so touchy.
im afraid.afraid to trust again.
heard some stuff from a fellow tpjcian.
should i trust my heart or someone i dunno.
if what she says is true,
then all i can say is im DISAPPOINTED.
disappointed in myself,disappointed in you.

been really moody.
stress,worries.
im no longer the cheerful girl.

had lotsa fun sailing on sun(:
LOVES*
emily,stella,vanessa(:

dinner w loo,tham and val jus now(:
LOVES*
visited kendrick jus now.
please God.
please God.
do a miracle on Him.
TOMORROW,TOMORROW,TOMORROW.
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-01-13T14:45:00.000+08:00

FEEL SO LOVED <3

was sick recently.

but i felt really loved nonetheless(:

strepsils,herbal tea,sweets,well-wishes,bitter leaves.

thanks ppl!!(:

heres a few (:

ive recovered(:

and thank God for these ppl(:

plus plus.
not forgetting the present val gave me(:

it was a pleasant surprise(:

thanks babe!!

LOVES*

it was a facial wash i was dying to get but couldnt find it.

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+

and and DEAREST MUMMY!!!
who got me this body lotion from crabtree that costs a bomb.
it was what i wanted since xmas(:
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!
was really touched and felt super loved when i saw it in my cupboard.
=)))))

+
+
+

and and my favourite colleagues(:
seriously,life would be boring w/o them.
and i would prob break down w/o them.
they make work life so fun fun fun(:
the bonds we built and the friendship we share.
i will remember em forever(:
words cannot express how much they mean to me.
really really thank God for em.
i believe they are God sent(:
toilet breaks,lunch breaks,constant teasing.
i really really love these colleagues of mine(:
PS:kelvin was missing from this pic.
was celebrating luyi's bdae(:
we then surprised her w a cake and presents(:
YAY!!it was a success.
she was so touched.

PUAY SAN,SHU CHIEH,LUYI,WILLIS,KEVIN,KELVIN,JIANQUAN.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!(: <3
although i haven known u all for long,
you all mean a lot to me(:

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and not forgetting,
ANGIE,FARIDAH,STEPH,LINDA.M,AUNTIE,ALICE,KELVIN.O,PENNY,JERRICK.
thank you!!(:

ohoh.
and kevin(the one in dark blue) came for service ytd(:
he enjoyed himself!!(:
and he met his old friends like raphael,qianjin and a few more(:
really thank God for kevin.
he told me he is trusting God more now(:
oh my.im so happy that i brought him closer to God(:
he went for dinner with us and SHOPPING w us after service(:
was so afraid that he would be v quiet.
but NO,he was really engaged in conversations w e rest(:
and i got to know him better.
he is not as quiet as he seems to be.
thank God for this miracle(:

+
+
and MCG is on next fri(:
cant wait!!(:

+
+
LOVES*
meeting loo,tham and val next week.
and meeting jacq and eli next week.

SHUNING'S A HAPPY GIRL!!(:
bcos of all who mean so much to her(:
thank God for everyone in my life(:

+
+
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUYI! 08/01
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KINGKONG! 10/01

dear God(:

2008-01-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

Dear God(:

thank you for 2007.
thank you for the tests you've given me.
e tests that make me a stronger person.
thank you for the memories.
be they good or bad.
im sure they were there for a reason.
2007 has been a v eventful yr.
renewal of a life spent w u was the HAPPIEST
many things hav happened in 2007.
n they have drawn me closer to u.
to draw strength from you when ovvercoming these obstacles.
i noe that 2008 will be filled w better things.
your plans for me(:
everything that happens in 2008,will be part of your plan.
and i will follow(:
i willl love you and follow u in all my ways(:
thank you God for everything i have(:

your child always,
ning(:

2008

2008-01-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

went out w mr nice guy to ikea last evening.
had so much fun(:
and we walked from ikea to my house at ardd 10plus.
OMG.
but it was an interesting walk.not tiring and boring at all leh.
then this morning,
mr nice guy bought me 3 packets of strepsils bcos he din noe which flavour i liked.
OMG.so funny!but nonetheless,sweet(:
and ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
my throat hurts.
and im still eating fried food(:

omgomgomg.
ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS is a must watch ok?
watched it w mr nice guy.
sooooooooooooooooo cute.
such a cute show.
WATCH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im scared.
tmr i hafta work on my own.
BUT I WUN RELY ON MY OWN ABILITIES(:

cg tmr then shepherding on fri.
ahhhhhhh.shepherding should have been today.
but too much work.
cg will be me and nic chairing.
hope it goes well tmr.

I HAVE GREAT COLLEAGUES AND GREAT FRIENDS.
AND A GREAT GOD WHO LOVES ME(:

seriously,work is so interesting bcos of em(:

countdown!!!
after work,i went to meet my pri sch frens at clarke quay.
met mr nice guy and went tgt to take e train.
waited til his frens reached e place at dhoby.
and we sat at e chairs talking and taking pics.
then i proceeded to take e train to clarke quay.
met jelvin. cos he was late too.
then we went to meet e rest.
OMG.
we had only abt 15 mins or less to finish a table full of food cos e nxt grp of ppl were coming.
SO RUSHED.
supposed to go mingwei's house for countdown.
but ended up gg to esplanade to watch e fireworks.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CROWDED CAN?
and e bhangras were so noisy.omgomgomg.
kept touching my fren,jason.
i think they werent str8.
anyways.
FIREWORKS WERE AWESOME!!
so so so so so so so so so so nice(:
really enjoyed e time spent w em.
taking lame pics and making lame jokes(:

2007 has passed.
filled w memories.
bad and good.
but im sure 2008 will be a better yr.
filled w new memories,new decisions,new faces.
and im ready for it(:

sth my dajiu sent me really struck a chord.
its in chi.
but i shall translate it:

2008 has come.
what u had,dont forget it.
what u have now,dont let it go.
what u worked hard for,treasure it.
what u have alr lost,let it become a memory.
let the path you have walked be ur past.
hope that in future,you will get what u wish for.

so, HAPPY 2008 ,friends(:
make unforgettable memories so that when you look back in future, you will smile and say:"HEY,2008 has been a great yr!"

2007-12-30T00:26:00.000+08:00

> A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and
> said,
> 'Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like.'
> > The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one, and the
> holy
> man looked into a room with a large round table in the middle. In
> the center, on the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled
> so
> delicious it made the holy man's mouth water. Yet, the people
> sitting around the table were thin, sickly, and appeared
> famished.
> They were holding spoons with very long handles strapped to their
> arms. Each found they could reach into the stew-pot and take a
> spoonful, but with the handle longer than their arms, they could
> not
> get the spoons close to their mouths. The holy man shuddered at
> the
> sight of their misery and suffering and the Lord said, 'You have> seen Hell.'
> > He then opened the second door. The room was exactly as the first
> one, with the large round table and large pot of stew, again
> making
> the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the
> same
> long-handled spoons strapped to their arms, but here the people
> were
> well nourished, plump, laughing and talking.
> > The holy man said, 'I don't understand.'
> > It is simple,' said the Lord, 'and requires but one skill. As
> you
> see, they have learned to feed each other, while the selfish
> think
> only of themselves.'
> > When Jesus died on the cross, he was thinking of you.

received this email.
i think its damn true(:
shall update on my life when i feel like it.
till then(:
MISS ME FOLKS(:
havin a great life(:
enjoying every moment of this life ive been given(:

LOVES*

2007-12-16T23:38:00.001+08:00